The 2020 Pandemic Exposed My Weaknesses, Defenses, Strengths, and Potential

Not unlike most of the world, 2020 threw me into a tailspin and exposed a shadow side I was unaware of. My last post was a tribute to turning 50, where the future was my to possess. Little did I know four weeks later, everyone's world would be turned upside down. And I would see just how emotionally unhealthy I really was.
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A Letter to My 8-Year-Old Self

You'll spend a lot of your life feeling like you don't fit in. Most of the time, you'll believe it's because you're not enough, and then you'll swing to you're just too much. Somewhere along the way, you'll lose yourself, but you'll discover her again. You will actually fall in love with her, and fitting in won't seem to be that big of a deal. But it will suck that the revelation comes so much later in life.

I Have MS (Martha Syndrome)

It doesn't get any easier! Twenty-one years and three months since I recommitted my life to Christ, asked Him to never allow me to wander again, and it's still a challenge to make spending time with Him a priority! I look at myself in the mirror…

My Insides and Their Outsides

Every blog I read, speaker I watch, or ministry I research I have one constant nagging voice in my head... They're so much better and you're just not good enough.  Its a nagging, painful, and uninvited voice which seems to have it's own access…